So.

Its been a long very long time since i have posted or writen anything in my jornal or well kept up with my deviant art account. I need to get back on the ball. I have still been doing art just not posting it casue my scanners being gay. I have a new drawing ive been working on that im not quite so happy with but i want it to be perfect so im trying hard to fix the problems with it.

I have dismissed quite a few of my friends i have discovered. I have dismissed Alex,John, Nathan, Macon, Megan and many other people. I have disconnected myself from everything except my 3 good friends. I some how wish i could change some of those but i know the disconnections for a good reason.

My life is slowly but surely getting back to normal. Im very relieved and greatful for that now. I didnt think it would ever happy. I thought Id be stuck in the pattern i was following forever. But i guess people had other plans for me huh? Im signed up for the SAT as soon as mom gets the notification in the mail from atlanta ill be doing to the DMV which im nervous about but i know ill do fine. I have the paperwork to apply to carolina part time as well. Im kinda nervous about going back to school. I mean i know some people going to carolina but im still nervous.

Girls wise. I dated one girl and it wasnt going bad but her Ex Bf played the trump card and cryed like a 8 year old infront of her. Oldest trick in the book seriously. Anyway i do have all summer and school year to work on it. Im not worried really. Ive become a more social person since ive worked for so long now and the thought of being social with someone new makes me happy.

I think thats pretty much everything recent. So ill work on my drawing and post it up here soon.Oh one last thing im finaly getting my Tat. My Mom caved and it will probably be my drawing Lacy's Wolf (modifyed by someone else becasue im not completely happy with it.) I will post it as well after i get it.